Hrmm
Yes, I'm alive.
Yes, I'm stronger than I thought.
No, I'm not 100% better.
No, I don't feel like I can conquer anything.
Yes, I know that I don't give myself enough credit.
Been throug a lot since December. I lived with a tooth absess for 4 months for fear of treatment + no dental insurance. On March 14,th when I got so dizzy I almost passed out and thought it was the worst panic attack of my life (and it was) and had to go get a 2mg shot in my ASS to calm down just to realize I let the tooth infection get almost to my brain that was a wakeup call. So, I sucked it up and finally got enough to have oral surgery. Since the doctor would take out 4 for the price of 2 I got them cut out. I feel bad. It made me sad. But, I am going to get implants and they are back molars. I am healing now and it's a long road since I let it go so long. I feel weak for doing it but oh well -- I am stronger.
I'm tired of not living life for me but scared to try it alone -- I know I'm a wuss.
Yes, I'm stronger than I thought.
No, I'm not 100% better.
No, I don't feel like I can conquer anything.
Yes, I know that I don't give myself enough credit.
Been throug a lot since December. I lived with a tooth absess for 4 months for fear of treatment + no dental insurance. On March 14,th when I got so dizzy I almost passed out and thought it was the worst panic attack of my life (and it was) and had to go get a 2mg shot in my ASS to calm down just to realize I let the tooth infection get almost to my brain that was a wakeup call. So, I sucked it up and finally got enough to have oral surgery. Since the doctor would take out 4 for the price of 2 I got them cut out. I feel bad. It made me sad. But, I am going to get implants and they are back molars. I am healing now and it's a long road since I let it go so long. I feel weak for doing it but oh well -- I am stronger.
I'm tired of not living life for me but scared to try it alone -- I know I'm a wuss.