Sunday is fired
So my phone rang, and it was the doctor from Friday. She called to explain to me, for at least 15 minutes, about why she yelled and was frustrated on Friday and how I misunderstood her and how she wasn't angry and wasn't mad or trying to blame anyone. And then when she stopped talking, I told her I appreciated her apology, and if she'd simply said "There's someone on my schedule today that had an ultrasound two weeks ago", she could have avoided all of it, and then I stopped, because I was done. And then she went on for another 10 minutes about how I'm so smart, and know all this digichart stuff, so that's why she comes to me. And she's not mad and wasn't trying to blame anyone and we were just thinking on different paths and she does this at home when she's in a rush or people aren't listening to her. I told her again that I appreciated her apology and I'm sorry if I frustrated her. And then she said she didn't understand why we always think they're coming back to yell at us about something we did wrong when they come back to our area, and I didn't bother saying because that was the only time they DID come back, and I told her thank you for the apology and then we just ended it. I know she wasn't satisified with my response, but that's all I could give her.
Of course then I started crying and told my husband I needed to find a new job, and he thought I was fired. So I had to clear that up, and told him what happened, and he did the thing he always does when confronted with me being emotional and he doesn't understand why, and went into the other room. And then I did laundry like I was a member of MCR for a bit and went to find an cordless drill so I can install my cabinet hardware I got for Christmas, but of course none of them work (THERE ARE AT LEAST FIVE AND NONE OF THEM WORK), and I don't understand WHY this is my life, because WHY? WHY EXACTLY. WHAT DID I DO?
Anyway, once this load of laundry is done, I'm going to go to drop off these towels/sheets/etc in my car and then drop by rivers_bend's place and stock up her fridge a little and hang out for hugs and probably ugly crying for a bit until I'm too embarrassed to stay and then I'll come home and do more laundry and hang the damn picture I've been wanting to hang since we moved in and it's never happened and I don't know. I just need to get out for a bit. Anyway. That was depressing. Sorry.
Of course then I started crying and told my husband I needed to find a new job, and he thought I was fired. So I had to clear that up, and told him what happened, and he did the thing he always does when confronted with me being emotional and he doesn't understand why, and went into the other room. And then I did laundry like I was a member of MCR for a bit and went to find an cordless drill so I can install my cabinet hardware I got for Christmas, but of course none of them work (THERE ARE AT LEAST FIVE AND NONE OF THEM WORK), and I don't understand WHY this is my life, because WHY? WHY EXACTLY. WHAT DID I DO?
Anyway, once this load of laundry is done, I'm going to go to drop off these towels/sheets/etc in my car and then drop by rivers_bend's place and stock up her fridge a little and hang out for hugs and probably ugly crying for a bit until I'm too embarrassed to stay and then I'll come home and do more laundry and hang the damn picture I've been wanting to hang since we moved in and it's never happened and I don't know. I just need to get out for a bit. Anyway. That was depressing. Sorry.