the ugly & the beutiful
im really sick of my moms yelling.
shes always yelling at my grandmother.
or at me just because she screwed up in life.
im sorry that she ever had me.
im sorry that she ever had my sister.
im sorry she ever met my dad.
im sorry she was ingnored when a child.
im sorry she didnt go to college.
im sorry for everything that made her this way.
its a never ending arguement in my family.
im always geting yelled at or my grandmother.
& it really got me mad that my mom yelled at
my grandmother for buying stuff to plant something.
my grandmother isnt as free as she use to be when
living on her own with my grandfather.
ever since his death shes been living with us and it
hasnt been the best days of her life...stuck inside
this house all day with nothing to do.
& when she buys herself stuff to plant something
cause she wants to have some fun and do something she enjoys.
shes gona get yelled at even after she keeps apoligizing.
it hurt me to watch my grandmother be yelled at and made cry.
we could here her balling in her room cause my mom
is a bitch and yelled at her for planting a plant.
then when i try to talk to my mom about it...
while defending my grandmother i get snapped off at.
yeah sometimes my grandmother can be anoying...but i
would never ever do that to her.
i yelled right back at my mom for being that way.
she had no right. no right what so ever.
then she comes to my ear, directly to it, and
screams at me for defending my grandmother.
my poor grandmother cant defend herself.
she thinks it was wrong of her to plant a plant.
whats wrong with that??????
i hate my mother...sometimes i wish she would just leave.
just disapear and never come back till she figures things out.
urghhhh! i hate her taking out her life on me!!!
sorry for all that. just ignore it if you like.
i needed to write it down...get it all out.
p.s.
its so beautiful to see two of your bestfriends fall inlove.
its the most amazing. made me feel so happy.
goodluck<3
shes always yelling at my grandmother.
or at me just because she screwed up in life.
im sorry that she ever had me.
im sorry that she ever had my sister.
im sorry she ever met my dad.
im sorry she was ingnored when a child.
im sorry she didnt go to college.
im sorry for everything that made her this way.
its a never ending arguement in my family.
im always geting yelled at or my grandmother.
& it really got me mad that my mom yelled at
my grandmother for buying stuff to plant something.
my grandmother isnt as free as she use to be when
living on her own with my grandfather.
ever since his death shes been living with us and it
hasnt been the best days of her life...stuck inside
this house all day with nothing to do.
& when she buys herself stuff to plant something
cause she wants to have some fun and do something she enjoys.
shes gona get yelled at even after she keeps apoligizing.
it hurt me to watch my grandmother be yelled at and made cry.
we could here her balling in her room cause my mom
is a bitch and yelled at her for planting a plant.
then when i try to talk to my mom about it...
while defending my grandmother i get snapped off at.
yeah sometimes my grandmother can be anoying...but i
would never ever do that to her.
i yelled right back at my mom for being that way.
she had no right. no right what so ever.
then she comes to my ear, directly to it, and
screams at me for defending my grandmother.
my poor grandmother cant defend herself.
she thinks it was wrong of her to plant a plant.
whats wrong with that??????
i hate my mother...sometimes i wish she would just leave.
just disapear and never come back till she figures things out.
urghhhh! i hate her taking out her life on me!!!
sorry for all that. just ignore it if you like.
i needed to write it down...get it all out.
p.s.
its so beautiful to see two of your bestfriends fall inlove.
its the most amazing. made me feel so happy.
goodluck<3