Fear ----|---- Love
Maybe... I'm trying too hard.
I learned in Health today that the care-free, role-with-the-punches type of person is emotionally unhealthy. I'll admit to the fact that, no, I'm not in an ideal state of mind, but isn't a judgement like that more opinion than fact? I've been like this for a while now, but it hasn't killed me... yet. Ha! There's a "try too hard to be an Emo Kid" for you.
Jen... I had something completely different written out to type for this journal but recent news has been brought to my attention. I'm not sure if it's for real... Maybe a FAR misconception. But nothing is for certain unless I hear it from you directly. It felt good to hold you for the first time ever, for that was no hug. At least not in my eyes. Oh well. Role with the punches. That's all I can do... or all I'm willing.
Skye, I'm not even sure what to write about when it comes to you other than you've earned my respect despite what rumors are spoken. At least I'm writing about you like I promised.
For recent events... Routine continued like normal. Brooke got some Dannage. J-Matt played with her ass over my face. Probably took 5 years off of my life today. T-minus your life and counting, eh? About to go Wolfwood here in a second as a matter of a fact. Deffinately got to do the coffee thing again.
Tomorrow looks to be a brighter day.
I learned in Health today that the care-free, role-with-the-punches type of person is emotionally unhealthy. I'll admit to the fact that, no, I'm not in an ideal state of mind, but isn't a judgement like that more opinion than fact? I've been like this for a while now, but it hasn't killed me... yet. Ha! There's a "try too hard to be an Emo Kid" for you.
Jen... I had something completely different written out to type for this journal but recent news has been brought to my attention. I'm not sure if it's for real... Maybe a FAR misconception. But nothing is for certain unless I hear it from you directly. It felt good to hold you for the first time ever, for that was no hug. At least not in my eyes. Oh well. Role with the punches. That's all I can do... or all I'm willing.
Skye, I'm not even sure what to write about when it comes to you other than you've earned my respect despite what rumors are spoken. At least I'm writing about you like I promised.
For recent events... Routine continued like normal. Brooke got some Dannage. J-Matt played with her ass over my face. Probably took 5 years off of my life today. T-minus your life and counting, eh? About to go Wolfwood here in a second as a matter of a fact. Deffinately got to do the coffee thing again.
Tomorrow looks to be a brighter day.