2:15 Morning Conversations
It felt so blissful to unload my troubled head onto Erin tonight. For you readers that like to read conversations that serve no purpose, this is for you. Perhaps you might get a little smarter. For all you 'journalists' that like to post useless conversations, you all can go to hell and rot because you're just wasting ISP space.
me : Where do you see yourselves in 1 year?
me : Together?
Erin Long: yes
me : And 5 years?
me : How about 10 years?
Erin Long: togethor
Erin Long: on both
me : You're not serious.
Erin Long: why shouldn't I be?
me : So your insinuating that you love him then.
Erin Long: doubtful
me : Then why stay so long together if it's not love
me : ?
me : It's waste of time and a loss cause at that.
Erin Long: I'm not sure what it is, but I don't see us apart
me : Now think in terms of reality.
Erin Long: which is
me : Not everything goes the way you plan on it. It's not fate. It's not destiny. It's incedental.
Erin Long: I know
me : Life is nothing but a draw of the card. SO don't expect.
Erin Long: but for now, I don't see us apart, I don't see the point in looking into the future and expecting it not to work because thats just idiotic
me : Anticipation brings hope, and hopes lead to disappointment. Disappointment in turn leads to destruction.
me : It's not idiotic. On the contrary, to look at you're probable future based on how things a going currently is an act of wisdome and maturity.
me : THis way you can make decisions better knowing of the consequinces.
Erin Long: I'd rather just live life now
me : My perception is never do anything unless certain. Now unfortunately not everyone's just like me. Some of you like to take chances. The illusion of safetly clouds my vision of the now, but strengthens my look on what is to come.
me : Now means nothing.
me : Now passes into oblivion as we speak.
me : Now is measured to be so tiny that it has an infinate smallness. A number like this cannot exist.
me : Therefor, there is no such thing as the present.
me : There's no such thing as the past.
me : (it's gone)
me : And no such thing as the future.
me : (hasn't happened)
Erin Long: there is no such thing as the future until its the past so the only thing that really exist is the past
me : THe only things that exist are memories.
me : Where do you see yourselves in 1 year?
me : Together?
Erin Long: yes
me : And 5 years?
me : How about 10 years?
Erin Long: togethor
Erin Long: on both
me : You're not serious.
Erin Long: why shouldn't I be?
me : So your insinuating that you love him then.
Erin Long: doubtful
me : Then why stay so long together if it's not love
me : ?
me : It's waste of time and a loss cause at that.
Erin Long: I'm not sure what it is, but I don't see us apart
me : Now think in terms of reality.
Erin Long: which is
me : Not everything goes the way you plan on it. It's not fate. It's not destiny. It's incedental.
Erin Long: I know
me : Life is nothing but a draw of the card. SO don't expect.
Erin Long: but for now, I don't see us apart, I don't see the point in looking into the future and expecting it not to work because thats just idiotic
me : Anticipation brings hope, and hopes lead to disappointment. Disappointment in turn leads to destruction.
me : It's not idiotic. On the contrary, to look at you're probable future based on how things a going currently is an act of wisdome and maturity.
me : THis way you can make decisions better knowing of the consequinces.
Erin Long: I'd rather just live life now
me : My perception is never do anything unless certain. Now unfortunately not everyone's just like me. Some of you like to take chances. The illusion of safetly clouds my vision of the now, but strengthens my look on what is to come.
me : Now means nothing.
me : Now passes into oblivion as we speak.
me : Now is measured to be so tiny that it has an infinate smallness. A number like this cannot exist.
me : Therefor, there is no such thing as the present.
me : There's no such thing as the past.
me : (it's gone)
me : And no such thing as the future.
me : (hasn't happened)
Erin Long: there is no such thing as the future until its the past so the only thing that really exist is the past
me : THe only things that exist are memories.