annoying
so. tonight started out great but then went downhill really fast. When you have two friends fighting, but fighting to the extreme it is not fun. Tonight i actually didn't want to murder them like i usually do. i wish i did because that usually means that they are together, drinking and being friends. Not screaming at each other and calling one another cunts. this was the last thing that was on my mind when i went out tonight. being the middle man sucks. and i get where each friend is coming from so what the fuck am i supposed to say? I feel like rasputin which is pretty fucking awful. I seem to tell each friend what they want to hear. I mean what else am i supposed to do? like i can't fucking please everyone.
I do agree with my friend that the other one was freaking out for no reason. It's just cause everyone is drunk, and of course sober me has to deal with it at the end of the night. What did i do to deserve this. the thing that makes me sad is that these two girls are really good friends but their personalities are so similar and stubborn. also hearing a friend cry that you have NEVER seen/ hear cry before is heartbreaking. I want to be there for her, but if she's walking to someone else's house i can't. I hate hearing people cry because then that makes me cry. The number one problem is that everyone was fucking hammered except for me. I'm not saying that at one point in the night i was not drunk but when this whole fiasco blew up in my face, I was as sober as a nerd who doesn't drink, which is probably a bad example because I'm one of those so....this doesn't work but i don't give a fuck. basically the message of this is that being the middle man sucks and i wish everyone would just get along.
ALSO THE THICK OF IT IS BACK AGAIN TOMORROW AND NICOLA, MALCOLM AND OLLIE ARE BACK!!!! seriously this is the best part of my weekend. I might be a little bit more excited for that than Downton Abbey. WHICH PREMIERS THIS SUNDAYYYY!!!!!!!!! I CAN HARDLY WAIT. and i think the emmys are on that same day so i'm just gonna hole up in my room and watch some quality television and have everyone else work out their fucking problems
I do agree with my friend that the other one was freaking out for no reason. It's just cause everyone is drunk, and of course sober me has to deal with it at the end of the night. What did i do to deserve this. the thing that makes me sad is that these two girls are really good friends but their personalities are so similar and stubborn. also hearing a friend cry that you have NEVER seen/ hear cry before is heartbreaking. I want to be there for her, but if she's walking to someone else's house i can't. I hate hearing people cry because then that makes me cry. The number one problem is that everyone was fucking hammered except for me. I'm not saying that at one point in the night i was not drunk but when this whole fiasco blew up in my face, I was as sober as a nerd who doesn't drink, which is probably a bad example because I'm one of those so....this doesn't work but i don't give a fuck. basically the message of this is that being the middle man sucks and i wish everyone would just get along.
ALSO THE THICK OF IT IS BACK AGAIN TOMORROW AND NICOLA, MALCOLM AND OLLIE ARE BACK!!!! seriously this is the best part of my weekend. I might be a little bit more excited for that than Downton Abbey. WHICH PREMIERS THIS SUNDAYYYY!!!!!!!!! I CAN HARDLY WAIT. and i think the emmys are on that same day so i'm just gonna hole up in my room and watch some quality television and have everyone else work out their fucking problems