Dec 17, 2008 10:49
I just got to thinking... the one man in the world that I thought I could actually marry died? What the fuck does that mean? The fucking ONE decent man I have met in nineteen years has to get killed by some fucking idiots? Ughhh I am soo mad! Life really is unfair. He is my proof.
I miss you and i love you more than anything.
I wish you were here to talk to.
I need your advice, and I need you.
From this point forward I am going to promise myself that I will not settle for some fucking asshole like everyone I know. I am going to wait for someone that actually gives a fuck.