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[romancekid]

today wasn't so bad.
still feeling sick.
people make me happy.
some of them.
yet i feel odd.
today after i mowed
the grass i played soccer
with my dad.
i loved it.
i miss soccer.
i wish my knee wasn't fucked up.
sometimes i'd give up a lot
to have that back in my life.
it was a time when everything
was blocked out and i could
take my agression out on the ball
or by running.

that's all today.