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Rolling Eyes and Selfish Blame
You knew it all along, you knew it from the start that this would never last. I could see it in your eyes when you said it's over. I saw it in your face when i started to cry. The way you rolled your eyes when i asked why. I wish I could say goodbye to this all. But there's no way anyone can replace you. I always knew I was a sucker for one's who make me look like a fool. And I'm afraid I'll never love again the way I used too. Each time this happens, a piece of me breaks off in the vast space of brokenhearted fools. But after weeks of crying and dying alone, I've made my decision. You were never my love. You were just someone I spent time with who I thought did the same. But now I put it all on you, I guve you all the blame. No use being selfish and keeping all to myself. So make sure you get al this down, because this will be the last brokenhearted letter I send yo you. SO disregard tere being no return address, because you know who this is. And there is no need for a response. I've heard them all. Some even repeated. Some even more than twice. So I think I've wasted enough time on you in this letter, more than you ever gaev and more. SO here's my ending, I hope you read this with a pain in your chest.
-Bury yourself alive-
The reason why I stare up at the sky at night is lying me straight in the eye. And I find more reasons to lie to myself, but you come thru and make it happen. Youi make me realize the shitty things that you did to me. And i re-collect the missing pieces and put the puzzle back together. Looking thru the lens that is now in focus, I take the last pictures as you walk away the lat time. The still frames of our whole life together, falling into the trash can, as i burn your letters and melt your heart.
Tears
When i inhale from the sobbing tears i feel like im breathing in razorblades. This time seems so perfect to die. Becuase you thought it was so eay to lie. Those three words you uttered. That never meant anything to you, meant everything (the world) to me (the world). Because i could never make you see how much LOVE i had for you. Because you played me for a fool. A LOST LOVER in the Sea of Regret. Now these razorblades cut deep (cut deep) but not as deep as the wounds you gave me. (cut too deep) the wound you salted so well, each time i came back to you in the end. But this time (yea this time) i've come to the conclusion that the tears were the only thing oyu ever gave me. (tears of sorrow) and the permanent heartache where i bleed forever. so please dont bleed for me. i think ive bled enough for myself. (never tears of joy)
some more old stuff
You knew it all along, you knew it from the start that this would never last. I could see it in your eyes when you said it's over. I saw it in your face when i started to cry. The way you rolled your eyes when i asked why. I wish I could say goodbye to this all. But there's no way anyone can replace you. I always knew I was a sucker for one's who make me look like a fool. And I'm afraid I'll never love again the way I used too. Each time this happens, a piece of me breaks off in the vast space of brokenhearted fools. But after weeks of crying and dying alone, I've made my decision. You were never my love. You were just someone I spent time with who I thought did the same. But now I put it all on you, I guve you all the blame. No use being selfish and keeping all to myself. So make sure you get al this down, because this will be the last brokenhearted letter I send yo you. SO disregard tere being no return address, because you know who this is. And there is no need for a response. I've heard them all. Some even repeated. Some even more than twice. So I think I've wasted enough time on you in this letter, more than you ever gaev and more. SO here's my ending, I hope you read this with a pain in your chest.
-Bury yourself alive-
The reason why I stare up at the sky at night is lying me straight in the eye. And I find more reasons to lie to myself, but you come thru and make it happen. Youi make me realize the shitty things that you did to me. And i re-collect the missing pieces and put the puzzle back together. Looking thru the lens that is now in focus, I take the last pictures as you walk away the lat time. The still frames of our whole life together, falling into the trash can, as i burn your letters and melt your heart.
Tears
When i inhale from the sobbing tears i feel like im breathing in razorblades. This time seems so perfect to die. Becuase you thought it was so eay to lie. Those three words you uttered. That never meant anything to you, meant everything (the world) to me (the world). Because i could never make you see how much LOVE i had for you. Because you played me for a fool. A LOST LOVER in the Sea of Regret. Now these razorblades cut deep (cut deep) but not as deep as the wounds you gave me. (cut too deep) the wound you salted so well, each time i came back to you in the end. But this time (yea this time) i've come to the conclusion that the tears were the only thing oyu ever gave me. (tears of sorrow) and the permanent heartache where i bleed forever. so please dont bleed for me. i think ive bled enough for myself. (never tears of joy)
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