Apr 08, 2005 00:09
why is there never any words that can describe how i feel? you never understand anyways. i think i might be slipping. slipping back into old habits. i need a cry for help. this is the best i can do. its probably not what anyone is thinking about. i thought i was totally over this. i hate this.
it's a fight between my heart and mind...no one wins this time.
no one wins.
i want you to understand but you never do. i want you to know but you'll never think.
i love matt stone forever and a day.