and here we are to sing you a song.....
been doing a whole lot of work and nothingness. got a tattoo, love hanging out with my matty, pats been real funny, been hanging out with daley somewhat alot, seeing as we work together. i have to re dye my hair but im wicked lazy and dont think i will get around to it. i barely got around to my laundry it took me over a week to get to that. im such a loser. went to the mall the other day to get mattys dad some gifts for his 60th birthday. got him the sippy wine glass as a joke, got him a tom cruise box set with 10th anniversary top gun, days of thunder, and mission impossible. and a walk in the clouds a movie he talked about. it was nice.
last night i woke up to a mouth full of blood. it sucked cus it didnt stop. and doctors cant do anything about it. so i sat there all night holding paper to my mouth. it stopped after awhile. it sucked soooo bad. and i called out of work. and i feel bad. and i dont know why. so then i couldnt sleep, so i went online and talked to ryan mak, picked him up and returned some cans and then dropped him off and we hung out until he had to go to school, then i went to mattys and was there until like 8 i was supposed to hang out with ry ry but didnt happen so im sitting here bored.matty went to bikhams. so yea. i found out today that my ex, almost died this past week. he was in the hospital for 5 days of oded on tranquilizers and alc. it wasnt like a suicide or anything. but still wow. i think i might go visit him this weekend maybe. im not sure. it would be weird. but i feel horrible. poor pat. i talked to him tonight and he was really out of it. tomorrow i have to work a double. and saturday too. i dont want to. im truly thinking of looking for another job. im so worn down and out of it. i work so much and so hard. it sucks. but its money.
the first part of my tattoo i still have to get shading and the two roses.
me and my loverboy who i love soooo much!!!!
i love this picture of me!
getting changed for new years...i felt weird
welp...im off to bed soon cus i have a double to work and i need my beauty sleep. well...then again...lol.