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I see this place as something I can write my thoughts and feelings down on. Even though other people can see this, it's still something I can look up on in the future and think of my past.
I might have said a million times before that I really really like Ashley. But I like her so much, I can't stop worrying about her, and I can't stop thinking about her. Everytime I want to ask her out, I think to myself "Why would such a beautiful girl, ever say yes to a guy like me?" I don't know what to think anymore. There's this guy she knows, his name is Jeff, and well, he's always asking her out on dates. She's always going to a movie with him, a nice dinner, and sometimes she stays at his house. And that makes me feel really uneasy. He's in the porn industry and that makes it worse. It pisses me off when other guys flirt with her, cause it's like, these guys have WAY better chances than I do. Not a while back, she said I was her best friend, and thats even worse, cause honestly, no one dates their best friend. All these things she does sometimes really hurts me.
It's not her looks that I really adore, it's her personallity in general. She's funny, she's smart, she loves like everything I love, and hates almost everything I hate. It perfect. She's also like the most beautiful girl I have ever met. I don't know if she likes me more than a friend or what, but it's eating me inside not knowing the truth. I need to know the truth soon, cause i've fallen for her.
There's also another guy she knows who lives in like Puyallap, and she told me she likes him and I know for a fact he really likes her. And they never met, all they do is talk on the phone, or talk online, or text. I've done almost everything for her. I've taken her to movies, i've taken her to dinner. I bought her things she wanted, i've paid for things she needed. What's wrong here?
This is the only place I can spill my thoughts and feelings on. I need help, I need help to find out if she likes me. And to find out how to ask her out on a date, or just ask her out as a girlfriend before it's to late. Please help me, somebody, who ever is reading, help me out somehow.
I might have said a million times before that I really really like Ashley. But I like her so much, I can't stop worrying about her, and I can't stop thinking about her. Everytime I want to ask her out, I think to myself "Why would such a beautiful girl, ever say yes to a guy like me?" I don't know what to think anymore. There's this guy she knows, his name is Jeff, and well, he's always asking her out on dates. She's always going to a movie with him, a nice dinner, and sometimes she stays at his house. And that makes me feel really uneasy. He's in the porn industry and that makes it worse. It pisses me off when other guys flirt with her, cause it's like, these guys have WAY better chances than I do. Not a while back, she said I was her best friend, and thats even worse, cause honestly, no one dates their best friend. All these things she does sometimes really hurts me.
It's not her looks that I really adore, it's her personallity in general. She's funny, she's smart, she loves like everything I love, and hates almost everything I hate. It perfect. She's also like the most beautiful girl I have ever met. I don't know if she likes me more than a friend or what, but it's eating me inside not knowing the truth. I need to know the truth soon, cause i've fallen for her.
There's also another guy she knows who lives in like Puyallap, and she told me she likes him and I know for a fact he really likes her. And they never met, all they do is talk on the phone, or talk online, or text. I've done almost everything for her. I've taken her to movies, i've taken her to dinner. I bought her things she wanted, i've paid for things she needed. What's wrong here?
This is the only place I can spill my thoughts and feelings on. I need help, I need help to find out if she likes me. And to find out how to ask her out on a date, or just ask her out as a girlfriend before it's to late. Please help me, somebody, who ever is reading, help me out somehow.