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And if there's a heaven and God I hope there is, I know he's sitting up there, drunk as a fucking monkey and smoking shit. Because he left his pains down here
death? whatchoo all know about death.
holy shit today was fucking horrible.. well.. yesterday.. if you want to be a dick about it. well... i have no energy to write. sorry. sorry. i got a little agitated. the thought of escape crossed my mind and then suddenly - suddenly - suddenly i felt like bending the fucking bars back ripping the goddamn window frames and eating them - yes eating them. leaping, leaping, leaping! colonics for everyone! all right! you dumbasses. im a mental patient. im supposed to act out! then they took everything about me and put it into a computer where they created this model of my mind. yes! Using that model they managed to generate every thought i could possibly have in the next saay 10 years. which they then filtered through a probability matrix of some kind to - to determine everything i was gonna do in that period. holy fucking shit my lifes a complete joke its funny no? alright well why the hell not. none of you give a fuck about me but i really dont either as cheesy as that sounds. im probably done with this journal. hey you want to hear something fuckin sorry. me and tracy broke up. its so sick when you dont you know hypothetically your girlfriend doesnt talk to you for a week and then you know she just calls you out of nowhere (fake scenario) hahahahaha okay anyway onward! 'hey man i thought you wanted to break up with me hahhhhh....... must be my imagination.' 'oh no.. about that..' well you know where that goes from there. man i dont know. its sick to lose one of the only people you really care about and lose your house and hell why not throw in a divorce while your at it. you know whats even sicker? when its all your fucking fault! i swear to god im sober. no only kidding. sorry im not 'metal' enough blahblahblahblah its 4 in the morning im walking home. fuck you. dont leave me any comments you fucks.
Your thought process is all fucked up