Long time no Livejournal.
Oh Livejournal, you're just as dead as Myspace. I'm updating Tumblr way more than Livejournal, but
I do feel bad neglecting the shit out of this (besides reading my friends page). So, uhh, here's a recap on life:
~ I really hate my full-time job but I just started a part-time job (weekend receptionist at a real estate office) that is pretty awesome so far. It's a floating position so it's really not a set schedule at all, but whatever. $10 an hour to sit in a comfy chair and answer phones and lurk the internet and drink free coffee? Yes plz.
~ I'm on a Nancy Botwin side-hustle and I have a crush on the boy that gets it for me. He thinks I'm pretty sweet too, but he lives kind of far and neither of us really want things to be official, for one reason or another. In the meantime, he gets me a good deal and watches The Wire with me, so no complaints.
~ I also have a crush on a different boy (who, of course, lives just as far as the other one). I was under the impression he wasn't even interested up until this weekend, and now I'm just confused about him all over again. He's dreamy but there's also a ton of reasons why it's not worth my time. I'm not getting ~emotionally invested~ by any means, but we'll see what happens.
~ I'm going to Gainesville with my aunt and grandma to see my brother on Friday. I'm stoked to go see my brother, but the 6 hour carride with three dogs will not be a fun time for anyone.
~ I'm going to Atlanta for 5 days in October and I can't even explain how excited I am. I need to see my best friend so, so badly. I have so many things I want to see and do, but I could sit around Brittany's living room the whole time and just shoot the shit and I'd be totally satisfied. So overdue for a long chat with that girl.
~ I found out I'm going to Israel for two weeks in March! Pretty fucking stoked on that. Time to start learning some useful Hebrew phrases!
I don't really know what else to say. My life is really boring but I guess that's not necessarily a bad thing. I feel pretty detached from a lot of my friends, but whatever; point taken, I guess. All I know is that I have to grind to shine, so I am trying to do what it takes to get things to go my way. Determination and hard work is the key to success, so it's time to step my game up. I refuse to make excuses for myself and I am taking responsibility for my actions. I'm just trying to plan my moves and get a gameplan together so I can make something better of myself. I deserve more than this small town and small people and small minds, but I have to realize that no one can make it happen for me except me.
I do feel bad neglecting the shit out of this (besides reading my friends page). So, uhh, here's a recap on life:
~ I really hate my full-time job but I just started a part-time job (weekend receptionist at a real estate office) that is pretty awesome so far. It's a floating position so it's really not a set schedule at all, but whatever. $10 an hour to sit in a comfy chair and answer phones and lurk the internet and drink free coffee? Yes plz.
~ I'm on a Nancy Botwin side-hustle and I have a crush on the boy that gets it for me. He thinks I'm pretty sweet too, but he lives kind of far and neither of us really want things to be official, for one reason or another. In the meantime, he gets me a good deal and watches The Wire with me, so no complaints.
~ I also have a crush on a different boy (who, of course, lives just as far as the other one). I was under the impression he wasn't even interested up until this weekend, and now I'm just confused about him all over again. He's dreamy but there's also a ton of reasons why it's not worth my time. I'm not getting ~emotionally invested~ by any means, but we'll see what happens.
~ I'm going to Gainesville with my aunt and grandma to see my brother on Friday. I'm stoked to go see my brother, but the 6 hour carride with three dogs will not be a fun time for anyone.
~ I'm going to Atlanta for 5 days in October and I can't even explain how excited I am. I need to see my best friend so, so badly. I have so many things I want to see and do, but I could sit around Brittany's living room the whole time and just shoot the shit and I'd be totally satisfied. So overdue for a long chat with that girl.
~ I found out I'm going to Israel for two weeks in March! Pretty fucking stoked on that. Time to start learning some useful Hebrew phrases!
I don't really know what else to say. My life is really boring but I guess that's not necessarily a bad thing. I feel pretty detached from a lot of my friends, but whatever; point taken, I guess. All I know is that I have to grind to shine, so I am trying to do what it takes to get things to go my way. Determination and hard work is the key to success, so it's time to step my game up. I refuse to make excuses for myself and I am taking responsibility for my actions. I'm just trying to plan my moves and get a gameplan together so I can make something better of myself. I deserve more than this small town and small people and small minds, but I have to realize that no one can make it happen for me except me.