hmmm...
last night was sooo much fun!!! I went to Kellie's house for a movie night, even though we like hardly watched the movie. It was me, Kellie, Kinsley, Paige, Samantha, Sambo, Alex, Reed, Jake, Shane, and Jay...oh and Sam with her clan for a little bit. But it was a little akward at first. Mine and Kellie's ex's were both there. So that brought on a little tension...lol It made me realize how much fun I had when we were together though, and I think it's really cool that we can still be around each other without it being so weird. It was only weird this time because we haven't seen each other since the breakup. But I think we can build on the friendship a little more. It's just gonna take time. Ya'll get me? LOL It's just not easy to not want the other feelings to still be there. so yeah...but I want to spend more time with him and I want to be his friend.