May 25, 2005 13:05
once again the people i would commonly refer to as my "friends" have been tested by the things i have tried to set them up to be able to protect themselves against. its common fucking sense. do not get wrapped up in the physicality of existense because that is where you become corrupt unkowingly. ive tried with some of you for six to seven years and i used to think that you were right there with me. that we could hold against temptation. you have fallen into a pit where you are unaware of your actions against your former self. and i am here to slap you back into conciousness. I USED TO HAVE FAITH IN YOU. do these things mean nothing to you anymore. will you use the excuse "people change" and im just supposed to let it fucking happen? live and let live? fuck you for insulting me like that. i am not just going to let it happen. if something is changing for your disadvantage you fight to change it. i have a few questions and comments for the audience.
1.) how did that pill feel sliding down you throat? (your no better than your brother now)
2.)was her kiss as sweet as the first self-made oathbroken girls? (oaths mean nothing when constantly broken. you are in the essence of the word weak.)
3.)was that moment worth a year to your true lover. (i used to want you. your mistakes make you look defiled.)
this is not a war of arms, but of spirits.
i wish for those who have stood next to me, holy shields locked against this plauge, to be truly blessed.
i truly value all of your lives and hope we will stay standing together fighting this war. you have proved to me countless times that humans have a potential completely untapped by that of common man. and i hope that you keep fighting regardless of your physical surroundings. your souls are not weak. you shant perish in the upcoming battle.
to those of weaker persuasions. this is the shit i was talking about. sure there may be war and hunger and plauge later. but its hitting now on a spiritual level and if you dont beleive me then fine, ive tried as hard as i can to make you listen. i wish you well, but if actions are not taken to preserve yourself and others than you WILL be consumed.