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okay so for once im going to write what is on my mind. i hate this christmas.
i miss my firneds i hate getting used to people. being comfterable around peopel is what i lived for ad now i cant eat or tlak to anyone ever. it bugs the fuck out of me. i hate how i say somethign and feel stupid. i dont liek you. i mena i do but i just cant.
why is it so hard to realize i made a mistake. i dont understand. im sorry to all of you
i want it to be new years so i can get the fuck out with the people who make me un comfterable.
i am having a bad chritmas and so far a bad year its starting to look up. i do liek my life
me and my bro are getting along its nice. its just i dont have friends who are close and it just makes me feel alone even tho im not.
i want it to be new years. i cant wait.
waiting for midnight and counting!
i miss my firneds i hate getting used to people. being comfterable around peopel is what i lived for ad now i cant eat or tlak to anyone ever. it bugs the fuck out of me. i hate how i say somethign and feel stupid. i dont liek you. i mena i do but i just cant.
why is it so hard to realize i made a mistake. i dont understand. im sorry to all of you
i want it to be new years so i can get the fuck out with the people who make me un comfterable.
i am having a bad chritmas and so far a bad year its starting to look up. i do liek my life
me and my bro are getting along its nice. its just i dont have friends who are close and it just makes me feel alone even tho im not.
i want it to be new years. i cant wait.
waiting for midnight and counting!