Aug 07, 2003 01:25
Yeah Im like real bad at writing in this thing. Ill go like 3 months or more just reading other peoples and never write in mine. How weird! But anyways I got to go to Allison's house the other day I believe it was a Tuesday. I haven't done that in awhile and I had a lot of fun.I got to go to Warp Tour with my boyfriend and all his friends, it was great fun. Even though every 5 seconds they were treating me as if I wasn't having fun at all and I didnt like that music, but boy were they wrong.My summer has sucked a lot cause there isn't really anything to do like there was last summer. Nothing to look forward too but another year of school. I met this guy named Chuck through Kaytie he is a real great guy and thats who Im dating now. I really like him a lot but I know it will end cause nothing this good ever lasts for me.I miss all my old school friends, I wish they were around more often. But then again i really havent been around either so its partially my fault I guess. I got a new kitty for those of you who care her name is Stella and she lives in my room. Im really kind of scared of this school year, right now I dont even know whats going on for my schooling. Either Im going to Harvey Phillips or Im going homebound again. Im kind of rooting for homebound cause that was easy. Either way at semester I plan to take my GED test so i can get out of school and on with life for a little while. Im so sick of immature children being around me constantly. My brothers living with me again and we share a room, its kind of scary but I like it cause then I always have someone to come home to and hang out with. I really want to move out of my house though. I just want to be able to do whatever I want when I want, Im really looking forward to that privliage. For awhile there I was seeing two guys at the same time, Im just glad thats not the case anymore. Cause i really think Im falling in love with Chuck, hes such a great guy and he doesnt use me for anything. He never makes me pay for anything either so I think this kid is awesome. And those are not the reasons why Im falling for this guy so dont worry Im not that shallow, its just a plus for me. Im so not used to this treatment. I really think I should start writing in here everyday cause this feels kind of cool.My eye is twitching its the weirdest thing its like I cant control it either. At Taco Bell this summer, I have seen a lot of people I used to hang out with back in the day its really cool. I miss these people, well some of them anyways. My dads getting married next summer, Im not looking forward to that at all. After he propses he calls and asks me how I feel about it. I mean honestly does my oppinion really matter? No not at all cause thats not gonna change anything. I have a lot to say but everyone who talks to me all the time knows all this stuff. Ive got a story its funny so Ill write it down.
April spent the night at my house Saturday, she had to leave at 8 on Sunday morning.
She woke me up so I could help here put the carpet cleaner back in her car.
As I was walking up to my house again my brother was coming up the front stairs.
I asked him where he went and he said the gas station.
Then I went back to sleep!
Im sorry its the stupidest story ever cause there is no point but I had to write it cause its funny and I dont want to forget it. When I went to Allisons the other day all of us were talking about all the stupid and funny things I had done at their house as a kid. It was quite amuzing. We also had my brother bring over this stupid video I made and thats the funniest thing anyone could ever see. I also found music videos my sister was doing at my dads house those were funny as well. But Im need to go to bed so I can get up early tomorrow for no reason at all. Ill talk to you all later.