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I dont know Im really lost now. I mean I was so pissed at Roxanne, and I accepted her apology, Because I knew it was the right thing to do.But what lets me know that she wont do this again?? Ok call me a trader or whatever for giving her a 2nd chance but this was the first time she fucked me over.Im hoping it wont happen again, cuz it really hurt me to have that happen once. But I hate losing friends over something stupid if it was an accident or misunderstnding or whatever maybe she deserves a second chance. Well Ive been feeling pretty shitty the past couple days and I dont know why. Maybe its because I let people walk all over me all the time, to tell you the truth Im getting sick of it. But I cant change because if I do that now Ill be considered a Bitch. And thats the last thing I need. And we all know me and Kaytie ave a blast everytime we are together and there are only a few people who can make me happy like that. Im not sure what I want to do with my life anymore, or what I should do with some of my problems. Well I guess what Im trying to say is if I die tomorrow I want all my friends to know I love them for who they are and I really apreciate what they did for me in their own special ways. And I want you also to know that no matter how busy I get I always have time for my best buds. hanks so much to all my real friends!!!!