Uffffft...
heeeeey, heres ma livejournal!!! i had this years ago man, back in teh day and i cant find my old one and i really want to so i can laugh at all the stupid things i said and did!!! im determined to find it one day!!! this is soooo not as good as deadjournal! but i hav no friends on deadjournal so i have no choice but to conform to ur silly ways lol
my wee kitten bob is dead :o( im so gutted man, i loved him so much n now hes dead. ufft
i miss david :o( but then again when do i not miss him, it sucks, i miss jd as well, this weekend il get to spend it with the both of them. :o) itl be amazing, my two favourite people in the world in the same room!!! :o) wot could be better?? :o) well prob just get stoned, i aint been stoned in ages, i cant waittt!!! nothing better than a big smokey mc smoke smoke smoke up lol innit babe? hopefully jon will come as well, i see him even less than i see jd!!! and we always seem to be running past each other direction, im havin to run for my train and hes on his way out somewhere else :o( so i dont even get to have a wee chat with him!!! i miss jon makin me laugh so much i cant breath!! bring back the days!! lol
i had mad dreams last night about car crashes, they were fukin nasty, was really scary, dont like it, then i was in the car today with my mum and the back wheel locked and it pure skidded, i shat myself, i was nearly in tears, i hope all this fear goes away, im not like scared to get in a car i just keep gettin frights and my whole body seizes up and i feel like i cant breath but it goes away!!
still lookign for a motherfukin job, i jsut wana get one and not have to actually think about gettin one, thats my problem, i HATE lookin for one, its not the having one thats the problem!!! plus i always get dead nervous in interviews and screw them up!
right am gona go egt a wee munch and talk to david n watch a film n go to bed coz im so fukin shattered.
love yas. peace. Rachel xXxxxXx
my wee kitten bob is dead :o( im so gutted man, i loved him so much n now hes dead. ufft
i miss david :o( but then again when do i not miss him, it sucks, i miss jd as well, this weekend il get to spend it with the both of them. :o) itl be amazing, my two favourite people in the world in the same room!!! :o) wot could be better?? :o) well prob just get stoned, i aint been stoned in ages, i cant waittt!!! nothing better than a big smokey mc smoke smoke smoke up lol innit babe? hopefully jon will come as well, i see him even less than i see jd!!! and we always seem to be running past each other direction, im havin to run for my train and hes on his way out somewhere else :o( so i dont even get to have a wee chat with him!!! i miss jon makin me laugh so much i cant breath!! bring back the days!! lol
i had mad dreams last night about car crashes, they were fukin nasty, was really scary, dont like it, then i was in the car today with my mum and the back wheel locked and it pure skidded, i shat myself, i was nearly in tears, i hope all this fear goes away, im not like scared to get in a car i just keep gettin frights and my whole body seizes up and i feel like i cant breath but it goes away!!
still lookign for a motherfukin job, i jsut wana get one and not have to actually think about gettin one, thats my problem, i HATE lookin for one, its not the having one thats the problem!!! plus i always get dead nervous in interviews and screw them up!
right am gona go egt a wee munch and talk to david n watch a film n go to bed coz im so fukin shattered.
love yas. peace. Rachel xXxxxXx