Nov 05, 2005 16:37
I cant believe it, hes actually gone. It was sooo tragic, I dont know what to do. When did it happen? why was it supposed to happen? I dont know? will I ever know? why did god take him? Has he ever done anything for god to take him? Why am I hurting so much? is it because I wont see him for a very long time? Is it because he wont be there for me anymore, in real life? Is it because I love him so much that I can't believe that he is gone? why? Why I ask? why do I feel this way? Why? one day I will find out. Whether I have to die to figure it out I will find out.
R.I.P
Jarod Adam Niver
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