I love my grandma...she is so helpless i love her ...

[rollingstones]

This weekend hasnt been as bad as i thought ...it was rather fun .. :-), Last night me and Gina rented the hott chick and it was sooooooo good EVERYONE GO SEE IT. then we watched analyze that and it wasnt all too good. Today we got a late start and went to see my grandma, and she wasnt asleep and didnt know who we were...so we left after like 15 min. After that we headed up the mall where Gina had to find some jean capri's and her being in the Lane family as am I, it is a hard time trying to find pants for the big butt and hips.... haha... Then we went and got soem groceries and a plant for my grandma and i saw janaya at work <3 ... haha...Then we went back up to the nursing home and my grnadma was in bed with ehr wig off and she looked so helpless and old laying there with no hair....i almost cried, because i realized how selfish i had been before not wanted to go see her there, and now i wish i had gone so much more cause she is so frail...she is going to die soon i think :( I need to stop being such a selfish bitch and start caring about people more... I CANT BELIEVE IT TOOK ME THIS LONG TO FIGURE OUT HOW MUCH I HAD TO CHANGE!!!!!!! RAHHHH, well at least its better late than never i guess :/ \

Me and Gina cam home and cooked ziti bake and i came out great ...and we are making hot fudge brownie sundays for desert !! wooooooo ..... Gina tried to open a draw that isnt really a draw and is attaatched while dancing around the kitchen to queen and it ripped offff hahahahaahha omg it was sooo funny....hah

well im off to do something random with the cousin lol

-chelsey