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Jul 03, 2004 09:28

reCOCKulousness. i did the weirdest thing for the past two days... i have been totally flipping about having to see maria again.. and then i realized, HEY, I DON'T HAVE TO IF I DON'T WANT TO. so now i feel much better. it's nice to remind myself that these things are actually IN MY CONTROL and don't just, you know, "happen".

and honestly, no one can make me feel more like shit than i can do to myself, so, keeping in mind the fact that i prefer to feel better than shit, i ought to be fine.

gabe gave me a cool frienship bracelett yesterday.. it's kind of lialac and periwinkle, woven string kind of thing.

also got a nice phone call with diffaroo. i miss you!

i've decided to not take my effexor for a bit, mostly because for the past two days i keep forgetting if i've taken it or not, and i think i took it twice two days ago and skipped it yesterday, which is no doubt throwing me off as well. so, let's see what happens. oh oh, and i also didn't have ONE smoke yesterday. seems like a good time to quit.. no mike in town for the weekend to tempt me.

rosario is leaving today, or left last night, i forget, which is a bit of a downer. not as bad as when marc left surely, cuz he's not coming back, but still. i very much appreciate our friendship (and that's all i'm saying because it's awfully odd to write about you when i KNOW you're gonna read it...)

oh, shit, will you look at the time?? i have to go to college convenience and purchace tampons, then get to work. proust is going well... the man is a genious-- the way he describes characters is remarkable. REmarkable.
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