Nov 24, 2005 00:02
my aunt moved in with us.
i have two moms.
but lost the most important one.
john and i hang out alot now.
i dont really have any friends.
whatsoever.
i cant wait to move now that its official.
winterguard seems questionable.
my cell phone bill was almost 400 dollars last month.
Joel is officially the worst thing that has ever happened to me.
katherine and i talk like once a month now.
i should have known.
nothing good ever lasts for me.
i was second to the people she hangs out with at the HIM concert
for being closest with.
next to jeremy.
wow.
it reallly kindda hurt.
sublime is playing now.
i feel nothing towards it.
numb and broken.
no one will read this.
good thing its just for my personal records.
thanksgiving is tomorrow.. or today now.
im discusted when i look in a mirror.
my life.
is pointless.
im more alone than i have ever been.
in a completly literal sense.
this sucks.
pull the trigger
and the nightmare stops.