emendation
I won't tell you about what I've been doing because I you have already judged me by your talk before about these things. And it would probably upset me moreso not to be judged by you, but by your outer indifference. The hypocrisy of your friendship would be stunning and intolerable.
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Also, this thing we call astrology is really a conspiracy designed long ago by the masters of our civilization, who wanted to ensure that there was the chance of an efficient and effective distribution of personality types. That if enough citizens were to believe their innate personalities to be the result of a combination of mundane experiences, heavenly circumstances, and cycles, there might be a chance for harmony to persist amongst men.
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Following my experience yesterday, I have decided to be more grateful in general. I think that is what will help me to remain stable and happy in spite of the incredible turbulence about me right now. Also, I must identify what it is that sometimes causes me such anxiety when working with M for extended periods of time. I think that it is most basically that we are working at an insanely intimate, intricate, and rigorous level musically. That anybody else would think the way that we work is crazy. But I think we should be grateful for it, because it is unique, and I just need to figure out how to stay cooler during our sessions. Like, collaborative composition! Jeez...
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Also, this thing we call astrology is really a conspiracy designed long ago by the masters of our civilization, who wanted to ensure that there was the chance of an efficient and effective distribution of personality types. That if enough citizens were to believe their innate personalities to be the result of a combination of mundane experiences, heavenly circumstances, and cycles, there might be a chance for harmony to persist amongst men.
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Following my experience yesterday, I have decided to be more grateful in general. I think that is what will help me to remain stable and happy in spite of the incredible turbulence about me right now. Also, I must identify what it is that sometimes causes me such anxiety when working with M for extended periods of time. I think that it is most basically that we are working at an insanely intimate, intricate, and rigorous level musically. That anybody else would think the way that we work is crazy. But I think we should be grateful for it, because it is unique, and I just need to figure out how to stay cooler during our sessions. Like, collaborative composition! Jeez...