Mar 01, 2009 02:36
money beats soul, everytime
no one reads this shit, I need to realize that and put down what I want
not enough time though, 18hrs days on set kill
society is a game, I realized that
why else would every culture involve themselves in the same childish power struggles? every level, personal to government
and people are dumb as hell, only to be outdone by their absurdity
I'm not saying I'm above it, I get jealous, I get pissed, and my necks gettin huge by the way, I tend to get lost in my own perspective and fail to see past it, I say dumb shit on a whim of emotion, or punch an unberakable object to let off some steam, and crack a knuckle, fuckin genius but if some foreign dude just took you out with a 100lb cart rolling downhill, evidently he lost control, probably because he was navigating it exactly how you told him not to, and in said scenario you were carrying one side of a 250lb 4x4 mirror-board box, uphill, its enough to make a preacher cuss anyway
only difference is I realize I'm a fuckin idiot
ideally I do my best to correct it, but I'm only human
the translation of the word "repent" is simply to change your attitude
6hrs til I babysit a bunch of Bollywoods finest and get paid to fix their mistakes, hopefully its not another 18 hr day, gettin pretty ripped though
all I need now is a flat billed hat, lifted truck and a shitty attitude
then I will truly be happy