she is the lamb - he is the slaughter. shes moving way to fast and all he wanted was to hold her.
blah.
this insomnia (sp) is k.i.l.l.i.n.g. me.
i hate not being able to sleep.
it sucks.
at least i dont have to be anywhere tomorrow till 12:30
physical therapy. only 2 more times left after tomorrow.
the knee is much better. still slides off the groove but it doesn't hurt as much.
when i go to see dr. rosenberg i am going to ask him if there is a way to permanatly make my knee cap stay in place instead of taping it all the time.
december 19th is when E.R. season 6 comes out and i am so freakin' stoked.
i need it.
i must have it for christmas.
it has allllllll the best episodes on it.
season 5 is good to. but season 6...oh man.
anyways.
sara got fired today. apparently she was stealing snakes? or something.
i talked to her after i got off work.
she is planning on moving out of state.
i feel bad for her.
shes such a nice girl - but nobody can see it.
in other news i am taking out a student loan because i am poor.
therefor i will be paying that off till like the day i die. which majorly sucks.
no what else sucks?
math.
its online and i still suck at it.
i had to restart the certifications like 5 times because i kept getting the first question wrong.
i hate math.
everyone always thinks im so capable of being good at math and everything else.
when clearly, im not.
my mom is always saying "dont be so hard on yourself"
when the truth is - im just hard on myself because i dont want to be let down.
along w/ boats and tunnels - being rejected and let down is one of my biggest fears.
i would never ever want the scenerio to happen where im like "oh yay, i can do this -blah blah blah blah blah" only to find out that i failed.
that would break me.
so i just prepare for the worst. and it usually happens.
at least im not let down.
right?
this insomnia (sp) is k.i.l.l.i.n.g. me.
i hate not being able to sleep.
it sucks.
at least i dont have to be anywhere tomorrow till 12:30
physical therapy. only 2 more times left after tomorrow.
the knee is much better. still slides off the groove but it doesn't hurt as much.
when i go to see dr. rosenberg i am going to ask him if there is a way to permanatly make my knee cap stay in place instead of taping it all the time.
december 19th is when E.R. season 6 comes out and i am so freakin' stoked.
i need it.
i must have it for christmas.
it has allllllll the best episodes on it.
season 5 is good to. but season 6...oh man.
anyways.
sara got fired today. apparently she was stealing snakes? or something.
i talked to her after i got off work.
she is planning on moving out of state.
i feel bad for her.
shes such a nice girl - but nobody can see it.
in other news i am taking out a student loan because i am poor.
therefor i will be paying that off till like the day i die. which majorly sucks.
no what else sucks?
math.
its online and i still suck at it.
i had to restart the certifications like 5 times because i kept getting the first question wrong.
i hate math.
everyone always thinks im so capable of being good at math and everything else.
when clearly, im not.
my mom is always saying "dont be so hard on yourself"
when the truth is - im just hard on myself because i dont want to be let down.
along w/ boats and tunnels - being rejected and let down is one of my biggest fears.
i would never ever want the scenerio to happen where im like "oh yay, i can do this -blah blah blah blah blah" only to find out that i failed.
that would break me.
so i just prepare for the worst. and it usually happens.
at least im not let down.
right?