the girl next door.

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i love love love that movie. 
next to "a walk to remember" its one of my favorites... 
if u havn't seen it - watch it. 
its amazing.

the boy in it reminds me a lot of kyle. 
hes just so uptight all the time. 
we never just do anything - we always hafta plan it. 
then when we do plan it - sometimes he can't do it because of work or something... 
i just want him to loosen up. 
i want him to not care. 
i want him to be spontaneous and fun.

thats all i really want.

i mean, yea, i like to plan things out - but im realizing more and more - that its way more fun to just say "screw it" and do something crazy.

when i first met kyle, he used to be like that. 
i think because of me hes really....not boring - but just...blah now.

im trying to change him back - but its hard because he doesn't want to. 
not even for me.

we do the same thing every night. 
watch a movie, play sims, go to the park and eat.

i just want to...go places and see things just randomly. 
spontaneously. 
is that to much to ask for?

i want to talk. 
i want to laugh. 
i want to have fun. 
i want to be crazy. 
i want people to envy us because of how much fun we have.

i want him to be amazing. 
i want him to laugh. 
i want him to have fun. 
i want him to be himself - not someone his parents want him to be.

i want my kyle back.

thats all i want.

Happiness
Happiness
More or less
More or less
Its just a change in me
Its just a change in me
Something in my liberty
Something in my liberty
Oh, my, my
Oh, my, my
Happiness
Happiness
Coming and going
Coming and going
I watch you look at me
I watch you look at me
Watch my fever growing
Watch my fever growing
I know just where I am
I know just where I am

But how many corners do I have to turn?

How many times do I have to learn
But how many corners do I have to turn?
All the love I have is in my mind?
How many times do I have to learn

All the love I have is in my mind?
Well, Im a lucky man

With fire in my hands

Well, Im a lucky man
Happiness
With fire in my hands
Something in my own place

Im standing naked

Smiling, I feel no disgrace
Happiness
With who I am
Something in my own place

Im standing naked
Happiness
Smiling, I feel no disgrace
Coming and going
With who I am
I watch you look at me

Watch my fever growing

I know just who I am
Happiness

Coming and going
But how many corners do I have to turn?
I watch you look at me
How many times do I have to learn
Watch my fever growing
All the love I have is in my mind?
I know just who I am

I hope you understand

I hope you understand
But how many corners do I have to turn?

How many times do I have to learn
Gotta love thatll never die
All the love I have is in my mind?

Happiness

More or less
I hope you understand
Its just a change in me
I hope you understand
Something in my liberty

Happiness

Coming and going
Gotta love thatll never die
I watch you look at me

Watch my fever growing

I know
Happiness
Oh, my, my
More or less
Oh, my, my
Its just a change in me
Oh, my, my
Something in my liberty
Oh, my, my
Happiness

Coming and going
Gotta love thatll never die
I watch you look at me
Gotta love thatll never die
Watch my fever growing
No, no
I know
Im a lucky man
Oh, my, my

Oh, my, my
Its just a change in me
Oh, my, my
Something in my liberty
Oh, my, my
Its just a change in me

Something in my liberty

Its just a change in me
Gotta love thatll never die
Something in my liberty
Gotta love thatll never die
Oh, my, my
No, no
Oh, my, my
Im a lucky man
Its just a change in me

Something in my liberty

Oh, my, my
Its just a change in me
Oh, my, my
Something in my liberty
Its just a change in me
Something in my liberty
Its just a change in me
Something in my liberty
Oh, my, my
Oh, my, my
Its just a change in me
Something in my liberty
Oh, my, my
Oh, my, my
i love you.