Gone....

[rolizarenee]

Shane just left. When I walked back into the house it hit me...He's not gonna be here anymore. I have to come home to an empty house every single day. Oh this is going to suck SOOOOOO bad. I don't know if Im going to be able to hold myself together. Everytime I think of him I just want to burst into tears and I know everyone is going to be asking about him and im not to certain I can talk about it all the time. Blah...Suck it up right...23 days and I am flying down there to see him...hopefully. Depends on his work scheduale and stuff...He knows he gets thanksgiving off, but its only a 4 man crew so he probably cant take anymore days off....Oh well...At least being down there with him even if he does have to work, is better then being here with no one.

Oh yah...Happy F-ing Halloween

Time to try and get some sleep...(YAH RIGHT)