Day something in this spiritual high?
lol I am still maintaining my serious prayer life, and I now find it more difficult to maintain it. Interesting the spiritual battles that take place beyond my physical scope, yet it still drags at me, sometimes weighing me down by each bone and muscle in my body. I know I'll fall, I already have a few times, but I kept going.
Tonight was a GREAT worship service. I had a bit of hard time keeping awake during the teaching though. Lack of sleep last night which is my own fault.
I spent a good deal of time trying to configure my City Of Villians/Heroes account to work. Took me three hours to realize that they need credit card information to actually play. Ha I was so distracted last night.
I asked myself an interesting question; Why do I care so freakin much for people?
Why can't I just walk away when I see someone hurting? One more answer for me...I asked for it.
I asked God to give me a heart for the people.
And like a faithful Father and soul lover, He gave it to me.
ANd it just grows...more and more...almost to the point where I can't stop it...lol
I tell my friends and co workers and all such people now that I love them...in a non gay sort of way. ^-^ They some times look at me funny, but sometimes say thanks. Once in a while I get hugs. ^-^
I compliment others. If they are younger like the teens at work I'll tell then you're a good kid/young (wo)man.
I don't know if that makes any difference...but as an old song says, put a little love in your heart. So I'm experimenting with that. Learning to love the people. Perhaps I'll get somewhere with that.
One great song that I can apply to my life as of late is Carefree by Phil Keaggy. Look it up sometime. GREAT song.
Well that's a piece of my heart open and exposed for the world to see. God no wonder the general public seems weirded out by me. lol I'm such a softy...God I love it.
Tonight was a GREAT worship service. I had a bit of hard time keeping awake during the teaching though. Lack of sleep last night which is my own fault.
I spent a good deal of time trying to configure my City Of Villians/Heroes account to work. Took me three hours to realize that they need credit card information to actually play. Ha I was so distracted last night.
I asked myself an interesting question; Why do I care so freakin much for people?
Why can't I just walk away when I see someone hurting? One more answer for me...I asked for it.
I asked God to give me a heart for the people.
And like a faithful Father and soul lover, He gave it to me.
ANd it just grows...more and more...almost to the point where I can't stop it...lol
I tell my friends and co workers and all such people now that I love them...in a non gay sort of way. ^-^ They some times look at me funny, but sometimes say thanks. Once in a while I get hugs. ^-^
I compliment others. If they are younger like the teens at work I'll tell then you're a good kid/young (wo)man.
I don't know if that makes any difference...but as an old song says, put a little love in your heart. So I'm experimenting with that. Learning to love the people. Perhaps I'll get somewhere with that.
One great song that I can apply to my life as of late is Carefree by Phil Keaggy. Look it up sometime. GREAT song.
Well that's a piece of my heart open and exposed for the world to see. God no wonder the general public seems weirded out by me. lol I'm such a softy...God I love it.