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[Umm so Graham isn’t wearing that dull overall anymore, but thiz totally sexy goth outfit with chains and spikes and stuff. And I dun liek his hair color so he dyed it black with blue highlights, k? D8<]
[I’m gunna make this kind of angsty. Graham is like depressed and stuff cuz he misses his lover; Ladd Russo (stfu they’re totz a couple. This rp is an AU where Lua is DEAD). So if u want ur character can comfort him and mebbe take advantage of him lol (plz only guy characters. I want to make this a yaoi >/////< )]
[Graham was skipping class because he didn’t want anyone to see him crying. His striking azure eyes were filling up with tears and his mascara (gais with makeup r so sexy >w<) was starting to run, drawing black streaks of sadness down his cheeks]
My heart is aching for you, Boss. I’ve been tossed into the uttermost depths of despair, yet you have not yet come to rescue me. You promised you’d never leave me, but here I am all by myself! Lost and forgotten. Perhaps this is what you wanted? Perhaps you never truly loved me? I should have known! But I was so blind. Even when you wounded me, abused me and degraded me until I was close to breaking; I still endured! I kept telling myself it would all be okay! In the end you’d hold me close in your strong, loving, intoxicating embrace and it would finally be okay! But it was not okay. It’s so far beyond not okay it can never be okay ever again! AAAARRRGHHHHH