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I really can't believe myself sometimes. I can't believe I let my guard down that easily.
I barely freaking knew you, let you become my life, then you forced me to cut it off for your own selfish means.
Sorry you will get whatever you want, and it makes you quite the optimist. Sorry that I can't, and probably never will.
And you're the perfect example of it.
Well, anyways, besides the dumb, stupid petty shit-that i should just give up and forget about, and is constantly bouncing around my head like a freaking basketball, Life has been pretty good. I had pinkeye but now it's better, and my parents are going out of town on Thursday! yay! I can't wait til there gone so I could have a week of little to no stress. Like, seriously, They have been ridiculous lately. I can't find myself walking to the basement to do laundry without my father droning on about how I suck and will always fail. You know, positive reinforcement is always great to keep your child happy. Ugh. I can't wait till I can finally get away from this place. I desperately need a change of scenery just so I can keep myself from actually kicking the chair out from underneath me.
I saw this picture today and it forced me to smile. Made me wish I had some sort of animal companion just so I didn't feel so lonely all the time. It was a pretty empty smile to tell you the truth.
When I deleted my facebook, It said you would miss me.
I barely freaking knew you, let you become my life, then you forced me to cut it off for your own selfish means.
Sorry you will get whatever you want, and it makes you quite the optimist. Sorry that I can't, and probably never will.
And you're the perfect example of it.
Well, anyways, besides the dumb, stupid petty shit-that i should just give up and forget about, and is constantly bouncing around my head like a freaking basketball, Life has been pretty good. I had pinkeye but now it's better, and my parents are going out of town on Thursday! yay! I can't wait til there gone so I could have a week of little to no stress. Like, seriously, They have been ridiculous lately. I can't find myself walking to the basement to do laundry without my father droning on about how I suck and will always fail. You know, positive reinforcement is always great to keep your child happy. Ugh. I can't wait till I can finally get away from this place. I desperately need a change of scenery just so I can keep myself from actually kicking the chair out from underneath me.
I saw this picture today and it forced me to smile. Made me wish I had some sort of animal companion just so I didn't feel so lonely all the time. It was a pretty empty smile to tell you the truth.
When I deleted my facebook, It said you would miss me.