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Sometimes I don't think it's worth it, sometimes, I feel I am forced to be portrayed as the dumb one, the stupid one, the one who people take advantage of, the one who does things cause everyone else is doing it, the one who is made to do things he doesn't want to, but does it for his social status. Forced to be naive because other people have some skewed perspective that I'm some sort of vegetable and can't have constructive thought. They will burn. It's not that I'm not aware, it's mostly because I don't fucking care nor do I have any intentions of starting anytime soon.
A lot of times I just wanna disappear and reappear somewhere else without telling anybody I'm leaving. Maybe I'd actually figure out who I am, and not what my peers want me to be. I'd be able to listen to Suicidal Tendencies without feeling any ramifications from outside parties because "This is too angry" or "This isn't talented". No. It is too deep and complicated for pampered, paper skin to sustain, much less uneducated ears to be able to analyze. So take your glass bones and your "accepting nature" out of my life, because I'm allergic to fabricated bitch.
A lot of times I just wanna disappear and reappear somewhere else without telling anybody I'm leaving. Maybe I'd actually figure out who I am, and not what my peers want me to be. I'd be able to listen to Suicidal Tendencies without feeling any ramifications from outside parties because "This is too angry" or "This isn't talented". No. It is too deep and complicated for pampered, paper skin to sustain, much less uneducated ears to be able to analyze. So take your glass bones and your "accepting nature" out of my life, because I'm allergic to fabricated bitch.