Nov 11, 2006 05:24
soooooo right now its 5:15 on my 19th birthday....and i fucking HATEEEEEE everything
ill regret this later but right now my boyfriend is a piece of fucking shit
i hate him
seriously
right now i want to knock his fucking teeth out of his face and then spit on him
so i went to friendlys with kara and heather
i got home at like 1145
took a bath
a few of my friends called or texted to say happy bday
but im pretty tired
sooooo i lay in my bed waiting for bryan to call me before i go to sleep
1am no call
2am im getting annoyed
3am im pissed
4am im ready to fucking kill someone
430am im bugging the fuck out
pissed off/ nervous hes like dead
i sign on to fucking wow and hes still fucking playing
so i lvl real quick and my phone finally fucking rings
"what?"
"hello?"
"what?"
"happy birthday!!"
"oh um thanks...soooo you know its 5am right?"
"yeah?"
"when was the last fucking time you called me at 5 am"
i go on a 5 min rant
i get "im sorry" a few times
FUCK THAT SHIT
seriously its fucking bullshit....sorry aint counting for shit boy.
im fucking pissed off on MY birthday and cant fall asleep
last time i checked i called his phone at 12am on the dot last saturday and sang happy birthday to him
sooo i tell him he MUST be VERY tired because its 5 in the morning
he says yeah
i say awesome ill let you go then byeeeee
click
does he call back...nope because hes a dick
GOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKKKKKKK YERRRRRRR SELF FER REAL
i know im overdramatic
but youre a fucking douche...why dont you keep in mind that things like that piss me the fuck off
and now i cant sleep
if i have bags under my eyes tomorrow someones going to die
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FUCK