hey maybe baby, you could keep me up in bed.
so i'm like uber stressed out lately. i feel like im getting nothing done. i'm like really sick. i woke up this morning and had so much pressure on the left side of my face i thought it was going to burst. so i had to make an appointment for the health center tomorrow. i think i have a sinus infection that i let go too far because my ear and jaw and throat hurt too. its annoy. i hate my italian class because its miserable and we have so much work. i have no idea what i want to do with my life and im really stressed out blah. i need to go to bursar tomorrow. then to the library to get a job. then i like wanna get a job off of campus with sarah, but nowhere allows facial piercings cooooooooooooooooool!!!! yeahhh so my friend erick works at this steak house and they need hostesses. i guess i could put a retainer in because i really need the money. i miss my family a lot a lot. im like talking to my two brothers online right now and im like about to cry because i used to be really close to them and i just feel like im missing everything. my brother roberts a frosh this year and i feel like i should be there to look after him. and i miss their football games not that i went anyway, but i feel even worse because even if i wanted to go i couldnt. my sisters a liar and im getting sick of her. shes supposed to be my best friend. i mean shes my sister and i cant even rely on her. she tells me shell be up every weekend and she doesnt come. whatever im just not going to ask her to come up anymore. wow...random...im driving to indiana wednesday with sarah and erick to see minus the bear lmao yeahh idk. but then on friday at 1pm i am getting in my car and driving down to rowan to see my baby<3 and then were going home for a little and i then were going to dinner and then the secret place. im really excited to see him. but once again im breaking out before i see him. i really wanna hang out with my family soon. maybe ill do that sunday.