Dear Ron

[rokki_loves_it]

darling...everytime i read your livejournal i go to comment and i just don't know what to say to you. i get all these flawless lines together but when i go to write them they get all jumbled together and nothing comes out how i imagined it would so i end up deleting the whole thing and forgetting about leaving you a comment...so this is how i'm going to get everything out that i mean to say to you.

ron this is really hard for me because we became so close so fast and it just seems like i can never keep anyone. i know you're moving farther, but you and i are still going to see each other. i dont care what i have to do...i'm not going to lose you as a friend because you are way too good of one i don't know what i would do without you. ron you've opened me up to a lot of things, you've showed me a lot of things, and everytime i've needed someone you were the first to be there and i love you for it. when i first heard about my cousin...i didnt even want to be alive and you picked me up when i needed someone the most and you told me i couldn't let myself crumble to nothing, and you have really helped me through a lot and i can't thank you enough for it. you treat me wonderfully and a lot better than a lot of other guys do, you treat me like i'm more than nothing and you don't dwell on physical features unlike a lot of scumbag guys...i mean orions belt was an except haha but you know what i mean. you are always there to give me a confidence boost when i need it the most...you tell me that i'm going to go somewhere and i have a lot to offer...no one and i'm totally serious no one ever tells me anything like, you truly believe in me and you are at my side even when i'm wrong and that is an ace friend and i know i won't find anyone like you and i'm not going to try. we are going to stay close ron...we have to...max and i already have plans to drive up and see you or get you when we start driving

i love you ron

-rokki