bad couple of weeks

[rokey_10]

so ive been having a really hard time lately with this whole school thing and i dont really have any close friends down here to talk with about it... so i just figured id write one of these... well heres whats been going on... first semester i went here and hated it... i hate it even more this semester... over break jennifer decided to tell me she still wanted to be with me and it brought up all my feelings for her... we decided to stay friends for now since were in different places... well so she hasnt really talked to me for days because she's joinin some sorority... ive been depressed lately and i kind of told jennifer that im upset we dont get to talk anymore and that i was confused about us... so shes like were just friends dont spaz out on me... i want to know why the fuck girls r like that? did it ever occur to a girl that guys have bad times too and sometimes all they need is someone to talk to? i mean i would love to have a good friend here for me right now... but it seems that i look and no one is there

im sorry if anyone gets mad about this but i just dont have anyone to talk to right now and its really getting to me