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well everyone i no its been a while since ive updated but i dont thinkit really matters cause no one really reads this anyway when i put stuff in here. Since the last time ive updated i have got a job and me and jenn r doing pretty good. She says shes excited that i have a job and that shes proud of me, but i really think shes scared and sad. I think shes afraid that i wont get to talk to her as much and sad cause its jus something else that consumes my time. I must be honest though i am scared too. I hope we will make it through, but i guess this is the test that has been set for our love and i pray that we will make. Though i no deep in my heart we will i still get scared. For example my second day i was one the job, Tues., she got in a car reck and totaled her car. I honestly went home and cried because i wasnt there for her when she needed me. Though i asked her if she wanted me to come down there, i knew she would say no. I jus wish i could have been there. I love her so much and we r doing really good. We dont get in fights and we still make each other laugh and r still in love. I find her to be the most beautiful girl ive seen after all this time of us being together. Im not exagerating either. I dont want any other girl because none can compare with her.i love her so much and im not just saying that. U no how people say it but dont really no if they mean it or not. I no i do because i would die for her and i still lose my breath when i see her, i still love to hold her, i still think she beautiful, i still cant stnad to go a day without hearing the sound of her voice. Shes great. I jus no we will make it through because i believe in us and i no god and our love for eachother will guide us through.
Love u Jennifer A&F ::muah::
Love u Jennifer A&F ::muah::