11 days PUNKS!!!
So, I gatta work tonight. yesssss! *hahahahaha*
Anyways, Im really quite happy today. Alright maybe not happy but not sad. LoL. If any of you can believe it or not. LoL.
Im sure it won't last long.
I tried writing this whole speech thing down in my AIM profile but it didn't all fit. Which sucks. But, anyways.
I have figurd out what I needed in life:
=friends ((more guys then girls))
=a boyfriend ((er somethin' like that))
=a job i like (( if that's at all possible))
and
=a life((a better one Im thinking of))
thats only a few things but, i figured might as well just put the important ones!! LoL!!!
Ok, this is lame. You tell me. Bramer and I are sooo fricken stubborn and retarded that when we pass eachother on the street, neither of us can be bothered to wave er anything. It's like we HATE eachother so much, that when he has Nicole in the truck with him, it's forbidden. I think it's only to me though. Which is fine. I hate to say that I hate him all the time, but, after me telling him how I felt and what I do and crap, it's like it put more of a wall up between us and now, we don't speak at all. And, it's like NO ONE will say the word "Bramer" around me because if they do, they'll like be banned to hell for all eturnity. Ya know? Thanks for looking out for me guys, but, I can handle it. I miss him but, I gatta face it that it's not gonna happen again. Whatever. Life will continue on.
Kim thinks I need therapy. I think Im fine. She thinks Im not fine. And I think Im fine as Im gonna get. Today I was reading my friends' MySpace's and I got really bummed out cuz everyone had all these GREAT memories with their friends and everything and I miss all the memories I had playing cards in SH in school. Granted, I NEVER EVER EVER wanna retreat back to ScumBag HellWhore Drama Central,USA ever again, but, I miss everyone. I talked to Vickers today about playing Euker this weekend. Im sooo ready to play cards again like last year. I just wish he feels the same. Which Im sure he does. I mean, come on it's Vickers. But, yeah, I was talking about how I haven't been playing cards in a mad long time and I just wish we could do it again. Euker, Asshole, Bullshit....etc. Whatever floats the boat. I guess we'll see when he calls me.
Anyways, I think that's all I wanted to talk about right now. I guess when I get outta work, I'll prolly write some more. Anyhoo.. I gatta get going.
Later.
♥