You still love me? Take this. [2 guns cock] You ready? 1.. 2.. 3! [2 shots]

Dec 26, 2004 18:34

I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas, I sure did. I got so much stuff that I wanted and more, but let's not forget the true meaning to Christmas. Jesus Christ was born, so don't complain about what you didn't get..but what you already have.

Hmm..Christmas Eve was a quiet day..except for my phone that kept ringing off the hook..family and friends calling to wish me a Merry Christmas which I thought was very nice and thoughtful..

Christmas day.. I got to sleep in till like 12..finally I woke up and we got to open our gifts..I absolutely love the gifts I got.. my dad got me Sirius Satellite radio for my car..I was like OMG! it has an MP3 that can store up to 100 songs so I thought that was the most coolest thing....my mom got me 2 cd's I really wanted..the new Eminem one and Lindsay Lohan..and she got me 3 dvd's, I, Robot (Which I thought was a great movie), Elf & Collateral..so I get to watch those tonight =)! My older sister got me these Puma shoes I've been wanting for like.. months now.. and a matching hoodie..and my little sister got me some jewlery and accesories to go with a new suit and pant set she got me..I'm going to wear it to work tomorrow..my uncle got me some gloves and socks because I've been wanting them for the longest time..and that's it..so I was really happy and I've been listening to my satelitte radio all day! We ate christmas dinner around 6:30-7 PM and then me and my family watched one of the movies we got (I, robot) and after the movie ended (around 9 PM) Jesse calls me at 9:45 and he wanted to know if we could hang out and I said, sure..so I met him up at his house and we stayed there and played video games and drove around town and met up with a few more friends and exchanged gifts or what not... then I headed back home..he called me around 1:40 AM..and wanted to "talk" to me about us..and where we are now..I'm still on the fence with him..I need to gain his trust back and he said he would wait for me and he said that it was a good idea as well...we both really needed this break to figure out things and get our lives in order for the big move..so everything right now is going as planned..hopefully their will be no bumps in the road.

One of my friends are going through a rough time so I'm helping him cope with a bad break-up..if anyone wants to hang out or talk give me a buzz...

OMG THIS EMINEM CD IS SO FUCKING GREAT.. MAN LOL IT'S SO FUNNY! Here's the lyrics to the song "Evil Deeds" ..so funny..enjoy. and definately buy this one! Bye guys, love you.

Lord please forgive me for what I do
For I know not what I've done

[Chorus]
Father please forgive me for I know not what I do
I just never had the chance to ever meet you
Therefore I did not know that I would grow to be
My mother's evil seed and do these evil deeds

Momma had a baby and it's head popped off
(head popped off, head popped off, head popped off, head popped off, head popped off)
My momma don't want me, the next thing I know I'm gettin' dropped off
(gettin' dropped off, gettin' dropped off, gettin' dropped off, gettin' dropped off)
Ring ring ring, on the door bell and the next door neighbors on their front porch
(their front porch, their front porch, their front porch, their front porch)
But they didn't want me neither so they left me on someone elses lawn
(elses lawn, elses lawn, elses lawn)
Till somebody finally took me in, my great aunt, uncle Edna 'n Charles
(Edna 'n Charles, Edna 'n Charles, Edna 'n Charles, Edna 'n Charles)
They were the ones who were left in charge
My elementary they gang up on me and sang this song
(sang this song, sang this song, sang this song, sang this song)
It went a little something like mary had a little lamb, little lamb, little lamb
Debbie had a Satan spawn, Satan spawn
Momma why do they keep saying this I just dont understand, understand
And by the way, where's my dad?

[Chorus]

Predominantly, predominantly, everythings always predominantly
Predominantly white, predominantly black
But what about me, where does that leave me
Well I guess that I'm between predominantly both of 'em
I think if I hear that fuckin' word again I'mma scream
While I'm projectile vomiting, what do I look like, a comedian to you?
Do you think that I'm kidding?
What do I look like some kind of idi-wait a minute, shit, don't answer that
Why am I so misunderstood?
Why do I go through so much bullshit, it sucks bullshit,
Woe is me, there goes poor Marshall again
Whining about his millions and his mansion and his sorrow he's always drownin' in
From the dad he never had, and how his childhood was so bad
And how his mom was a dope addict, and his ex-wife how they go at it
Man I'd hate to have it, as bad as that Mr. Mathers claims he had it
I can't imagine it, that little rich poor white bastard
Needs to take some of that cash out the bank and take a bath in it
Man if I only had half of it.
If you only knew the half of it

[Chorus]

Evil deeds, while I plant these evil seeds
Please release me from these deamons
I never had any of this shit planned ma, please believe
I don't wanna be Satan's spawn, never got the chance to say I'm sorry
Now look at all the pain I caused
This Santa Clause, why you not comin' this year again
What did I do that was so bad to deserve this
Everything could have been so perfect
But life ain't a fairytale, I'm about to be hoist up in the air
Forty feet below me, there's people everywhere
I don't even know what it feel like, they know me cuz I'm in this ferris wheel
And all i wanna do is go to the mall and take hailie on the carousel
Without this crowd everywhere I go, but life is like a merry-go-round
Here we go now, doe see doe now, curtains up, the show must go now
Ring around the rosie, the shows over, you can all go home now
But the curtain just don't close for me, this ain't how fame is supposed to be
Where's the switch I could just turn off and on, this ain't what I chose to be
So please god, give me the strength to have what it takes to carry on
Till I pass 50 back the baton, the camera's on, myself is gone

[Chorus x2]
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