Everything is gonna be alright, be strong, believe
Today, I'm in VA, my aunt came down Friday morning and I left with her, Friday afternoon. I'm only staying here till tomorrow afternoon, I'll be back by Sunday night, Monday morning. I forgot how much this place means to me. I love it here..and just, everything, the people, the family, the beach... it's beautiful.
I miss Jesse a lot.. we are still kinda fighting..and both of our feelings are hurt and we are both cinfused right now. I decided I want to break with him...just take some time apart from each other temporarily and we will get back together before the New Year..and if not, then I think I'm going to pack my things and move up here to VA. If I lose Jesse, I am not staying here, there will be nothing here for me and so I will just move on with my life. I hope everything will be ok between us, I will be really hurt if it doesn't, I love him more then life and I'm just really hurt right now.. my feelings and emotions are so vunerable and fragile..I cry a lot and I feel a wreck..so I'm calling him tonight and we are going to have a long talk..I hope we can fix this and I know that if we do, we will be stronger then ever.
School is cancelled from the hurricane..all my classes and shit..I hope this hurricane shit stops soon..I don't want to have to drive back from VA to a house blown away...
Anyways, I'm ending this, going to go out to dinner, then hit the clubs with my cool 21 and 23 yr old cousins =D! Woohoo.. okay, love you all, thanks for reading, bye.
I miss Jesse a lot.. we are still kinda fighting..and both of our feelings are hurt and we are both cinfused right now. I decided I want to break with him...just take some time apart from each other temporarily and we will get back together before the New Year..and if not, then I think I'm going to pack my things and move up here to VA. If I lose Jesse, I am not staying here, there will be nothing here for me and so I will just move on with my life. I hope everything will be ok between us, I will be really hurt if it doesn't, I love him more then life and I'm just really hurt right now.. my feelings and emotions are so vunerable and fragile..I cry a lot and I feel a wreck..so I'm calling him tonight and we are going to have a long talk..I hope we can fix this and I know that if we do, we will be stronger then ever.
School is cancelled from the hurricane..all my classes and shit..I hope this hurricane shit stops soon..I don't want to have to drive back from VA to a house blown away...
Anyways, I'm ending this, going to go out to dinner, then hit the clubs with my cool 21 and 23 yr old cousins =D! Woohoo.. okay, love you all, thanks for reading, bye.