Sep 21, 2004 20:48
Sorry I haven't updated in a long time, it's not like me to just leave and not update.
Me and Jesse have been having some major problems, since Sunday, I've been crying and right now, I just can't even keep my eyes open anymore. Why must he act like this.. he never calls me anymore, doesn't answer any of my text messages, doesn't come over to see me, doesn't wanna hang out. I feel like I'm losing him and I guess he doesn't realize what he's doing to me but it's hurting me so bad.. because I love him so much and would do anything for him..I guess he won't realize it till I'm gone, noone ever realize's how good they got it till they're gone.
As for college, I managed passing my final with a 92%..giving me an A in the class..atleast something good happened..
Work, I got promoted, they are giving me more hours..
So far the only thing I need to work on is me and Jesse.. I just hope I don't lose him...I really do love him u.u...even though he does give me shit..
Thanks for reading, bye guys.