Let me breathe... stay out my fantasies...
today kinda sucked.. but it was kinda good too..
hung out with *sum1* for a lil today :o) totally made my day.. he sooo knows he drives me crazy, and uses it to his advantage for sure..
Stupid library tried to charge me for a book that i had returned! had to go regulate over there.. but of course there it was on the shelf where it belonged.. stupid FiU people
got a comment from someone that kinda made my day.. told me to stay the way i am.. hmmm.. i like the way our relationship is.. friends, wow who would have ever thought WE would be FRIENDS.. LoL!
Still upset about friday, especially because each person has had something new to add about what happened and it just keeps getting worse... i felt like such an idiot walking into school today because i knew people would have comments.. bLaH, gotta live with the consequences.. i still need to talk to someone tho bcuz i think i may have put a friendship in jeopardy and it sucks because i like that friendship..but i dont know what i said to this person or how i acted.. AT ALL... but to this person:: i'm sorry and we need to talk cuz i KNOW you were acting funny today..
went to the tavern.. hA!..i guess i figured out your game buddy, because you walked in with another hOe and the poor thing has no idea whats in store..but i looked @ ya an realized.. you're not THAT hot, especially not hot enough to put up with your bullshit and drama.. ESPECIALLY for someone who leaves at the end of the month.. LMAO-- to think you thought you had me..did you think it said STUPID across my head?.. LoL.. Compulsive LiaR... LoL!! you know its bad when YOUR FRIENDS are talkin shit to your *giRL*.. haha..
thats the cheese for the day.. nothing too great.. im working on gettin my life back together, not sure its going to well tho.. its like something is missing.. maybe that something is *yOu* or the idea of *yOu*... but ive gone this long without ya.. i guess i can go longer right?.. i just feel like im so close but so faR.. and so tired ::sigh:: will i ever win?!?!
well i'm out..
xoxo
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Today was a better day!.. cleared things up with TWO people *woo woo* things are back to normal.. except for the fact that each day i learn something NEW about what really happened... not really liking that because i feel like its getting revealed slowly so that i dont flip out or something like that.. but i'd rather know it all and NOW instead of piece by piece.. oh well whatever...
saw *hiM* again today.. hes great, if only he thought of me too..i dont like the teasing, lol.. i guess its well deserved becuz i tease too.. or so ive been told ;o)
i think im developing another crush, on someone NEW (LoL).. but i dunno.. i just dont wanna go back into craZy mode.
ok thats it for now! but wooHoo, things are getting better!!!
xoxo
hung out with *sum1* for a lil today :o) totally made my day.. he sooo knows he drives me crazy, and uses it to his advantage for sure..
Stupid library tried to charge me for a book that i had returned! had to go regulate over there.. but of course there it was on the shelf where it belonged.. stupid FiU people
got a comment from someone that kinda made my day.. told me to stay the way i am.. hmmm.. i like the way our relationship is.. friends, wow who would have ever thought WE would be FRIENDS.. LoL!
Still upset about friday, especially because each person has had something new to add about what happened and it just keeps getting worse... i felt like such an idiot walking into school today because i knew people would have comments.. bLaH, gotta live with the consequences.. i still need to talk to someone tho bcuz i think i may have put a friendship in jeopardy and it sucks because i like that friendship..but i dont know what i said to this person or how i acted.. AT ALL... but to this person:: i'm sorry and we need to talk cuz i KNOW you were acting funny today..
went to the tavern.. hA!..i guess i figured out your game buddy, because you walked in with another hOe and the poor thing has no idea whats in store..but i looked @ ya an realized.. you're not THAT hot, especially not hot enough to put up with your bullshit and drama.. ESPECIALLY for someone who leaves at the end of the month.. LMAO-- to think you thought you had me..did you think it said STUPID across my head?.. LoL.. Compulsive LiaR... LoL!! you know its bad when YOUR FRIENDS are talkin shit to your *giRL*.. haha..
thats the cheese for the day.. nothing too great.. im working on gettin my life back together, not sure its going to well tho.. its like something is missing.. maybe that something is *yOu* or the idea of *yOu*... but ive gone this long without ya.. i guess i can go longer right?.. i just feel like im so close but so faR.. and so tired ::sigh:: will i ever win?!?!
well i'm out..
xoxo
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Today was a better day!.. cleared things up with TWO people *woo woo* things are back to normal.. except for the fact that each day i learn something NEW about what really happened... not really liking that because i feel like its getting revealed slowly so that i dont flip out or something like that.. but i'd rather know it all and NOW instead of piece by piece.. oh well whatever...
saw *hiM* again today.. hes great, if only he thought of me too..i dont like the teasing, lol.. i guess its well deserved becuz i tease too.. or so ive been told ;o)
i think im developing another crush, on someone NEW (LoL).. but i dunno.. i just dont wanna go back into craZy mode.
ok thats it for now! but wooHoo, things are getting better!!!
xoxo