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Nov 22, 2010 09:23

sis n mom went to korea last wk.. shld be coming back tml nite... now i noe how boring it is to be home alone. I admit my schedule isnt changing.. i just basically eat slp rot thru the days whether they are at home nt.. but somehow it just feel different.. feel so restless when the hse is so big n no ppl is at home. This feeling really sucks.

Being spamming resume for the last few days, no reply yet. Hopefully things will be better. I gotta admit.. wq is rite. Its sucky to be stuck on this stage where u are standing btw graduated status n looking for job. Being jobless make me feel lk shiat cos i noe tat it mean i am being stagnant and not moving on. i just so wanna get a job.. start my career and save some money and soon, welcoming my 60th birthday. Ppl keep telling me, economic is gd, why don u get a job? i dnnoe how to reply. yes,economic is gd, but i dn feel that it mean getting job is easy. So many underpaid ppl are willing to work (u noe WHO i mean.) seriously, i dn ask for high pay, but just a job that will allow me to feed myself and of course, learn and improve on the job. IS IT JUST TAT HARD? thinking bout all this stuff just make me feel more and more emo, it really sux.

tml faster come. i wan my mom to come back and i gg to hug her at the airport and tell her. Ma, i no money liao, give me some to go eat maggie goreng leh. hahaha
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