Loosing myself.................
Dancing didn't do it this time...... Loosing myself in the aggressive, heavy beats and sounds of EBM and Industrial at Ludwigsburg Rockfabrik on a friday nights Dark Wave Gothic-Club evening didn't work. As desperate as I may have tried - and my aching legs and spent stamina certainly carry proof! - I wasn't able to get rid of all theses thoughts....
And so I returned home early, completely exhausted, went to bed and woke up this morning to utterly disturbing dreams of my family - them of all! - turning their backs on me........
What did you do to my life - or am I doing all this to myself? I don't want to hurt that way - but still I turn around the knife in the open wound.....
And so I returned home early, completely exhausted, went to bed and woke up this morning to utterly disturbing dreams of my family - them of all! - turning their backs on me........
What did you do to my life - or am I doing all this to myself? I don't want to hurt that way - but still I turn around the knife in the open wound.....