2009
Why was 2009 such a bad year for EVERYONE? It seems that way to me, anyway. For me, it was abound with hospital visits, a couple family issues and the single worst day of my entire life. It started off terrible for me and while it's gotten better, it's still not where I wanted to be this year.
But I'm an optimist. I don't know how I kept that through the tormoil but I still am and have some not really high but still nicely placed hopes in next year. I think I'm better about expecting things next year because I'm actually not expecting much. I'm hoping for balance next year, before jetting to my life-awaiting trip to Scotland to either study or vacation or backpack around. I'm still in debate about what to actually do about that. The money's a lot more than I thought and there's a lot more real problems that I've never had to think about before. And man I need to find some scholarships.
But like I said, I'm not even asking for a lot next year. Just a little more balance than this year. A little more stability. A little "get my head about me" time to well, get my head about me.
I hope 2009 was better for everyone than for me but if that's not the case, I hope 2010 is better for everyone. I hope it's a good year. It seems like everyone needs a good year.
Wishing 2009 to retire to some far away place and wishing everyone love in 2010.
But I'm an optimist. I don't know how I kept that through the tormoil but I still am and have some not really high but still nicely placed hopes in next year. I think I'm better about expecting things next year because I'm actually not expecting much. I'm hoping for balance next year, before jetting to my life-awaiting trip to Scotland to either study or vacation or backpack around. I'm still in debate about what to actually do about that. The money's a lot more than I thought and there's a lot more real problems that I've never had to think about before. And man I need to find some scholarships.
But like I said, I'm not even asking for a lot next year. Just a little more balance than this year. A little more stability. A little "get my head about me" time to well, get my head about me.
I hope 2009 was better for everyone than for me but if that's not the case, I hope 2010 is better for everyone. I hope it's a good year. It seems like everyone needs a good year.
Wishing 2009 to retire to some far away place and wishing everyone love in 2010.