I have not lifted my hands in labour today. No, I did not want to. Should, want, can. Didn't.
The 27th comes ever nearer. What to do after? What to do after June? Will I even be able to have laboured through then? Questions I should not ask but just have the answers to. Trivial.
The 27th I have bought tobacco with flours in them. I feel more colourfull and fragrant already.
I did
Have I been doing the wrong things?