i am running out of outlets to rant
i never write here but she just so pissed me off and I have no one to vent to tonight.
I don't know why i even have friends sometimes. Why is it that when you can't do them a favor they get mad at you? And can you be friends with people like that. I am sick of here thinking that everything she does is more important than what we do. She always thinks that I am going to be available to do what she wants to do. Granted my life is flexible and I am not overly scheduled but I can't come running whenever she says so. She goes out and does things with other people, but when I go out with out her she gets annoyed. Brian is coming back into town and she was cold and distant, like i shouldn't want to see him. I can't help it that not everyone likes her better than me. I do have friends that don't revolve around her. It just sucks that we do have a lot of fun when we hang out and I enjoy talking to her. I just wish she would not expect me to always be able to take care of her. Every time she has something big to do she like to have me there. I don't mind helping and I love the fact that she thinks so highly of me and our friendship but sometimes it is just suffocating.
Ok, rant done. I think.
I don't know why i even have friends sometimes. Why is it that when you can't do them a favor they get mad at you? And can you be friends with people like that. I am sick of here thinking that everything she does is more important than what we do. She always thinks that I am going to be available to do what she wants to do. Granted my life is flexible and I am not overly scheduled but I can't come running whenever she says so. She goes out and does things with other people, but when I go out with out her she gets annoyed. Brian is coming back into town and she was cold and distant, like i shouldn't want to see him. I can't help it that not everyone likes her better than me. I do have friends that don't revolve around her. It just sucks that we do have a lot of fun when we hang out and I enjoy talking to her. I just wish she would not expect me to always be able to take care of her. Every time she has something big to do she like to have me there. I don't mind helping and I love the fact that she thinks so highly of me and our friendship but sometimes it is just suffocating.
Ok, rant done. I think.