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I'm so tired and so fucking angry, it' the same old crap over and over that no one will get back to me about. I'm so hurt and there is nothing I can do about it, I've tried and tried, but it amounts to fuck all, so what else do I do?
I pretty much don't care what happens to me now, I could stand in the road and get hit by whatever is coming the other way and would be thankful, because I've had enough of people treating me as if I don't exist, do you have any idea how that feels! really do you! I don't know why I keep writing, because it get's me no where. I know I keep saying this, but I might just stop altogether, I'm not being heard, I'm not being spoken to and it seems just pointless now.
Stay away from my funeral.
I pretty much don't care what happens to me now, I could stand in the road and get hit by whatever is coming the other way and would be thankful, because I've had enough of people treating me as if I don't exist, do you have any idea how that feels! really do you! I don't know why I keep writing, because it get's me no where. I know I keep saying this, but I might just stop altogether, I'm not being heard, I'm not being spoken to and it seems just pointless now.
Stay away from my funeral.