Depression
Jared and I are both depressed right now. Well I think he is more just upset, burned out and frustrated about the job search but his attitude is making me depressed. Its really not anyone fault but I'm having trouble dealing with it. The past few days I feel foggy and distant at work and I want to cry all the time when I'm home if jared even gets the lest bit snippy. Its hard to express it because I know if I talk about being depressed its just going to make him more upset and frustrated. The sad thing is the job search is actually going well. He has heard back from several companies and has done a few design companies, one company even confessed he was there first choice. But we haven't heard back from anyone in a week, even that awesome company that said they loved him and its starting to tear us down. Jared has been none stop on design tests and is starting to burn himself out. He is angry and upset and so am I am we just keep feeding each other. I'm not sure how to fix it. I just want to cry and curl up into a ball, but I can't because I have to go to work and make the money and I have to be strong for Jared because he can't break down, he needs to focus and get stuff done so we can get a job offer and we can move back to California and then everything will be better. Right?